BUB,I MIS YOU SO MUCH IT GETS HARDER NOT EASIER I JUST WANT TO HOLD YOU AGAIN AND HEAR YOU SAY IT’S GONNA BE OK MOMMY,I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO HEAR YOU SAY I LOVE YOU MOM,THOSE ARE THE WORDS I MISS MORE THAN ANYTHING. I FINALLY REALIZED YOUR NOT COMING HOME YOUR NOT GOING TO WALK THROUGH THE DOOR,BUB MY HEART ACHES SO BAD AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO STOP IT. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY BOY AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER EVER IMAGINE,BUB I KNOW YOU HAD BEEN LONELY TOO LONG AND NOW YOUR NOT LONELY. I SAW THE HEART BREAK ON YOUR FACE THOSE FEW DAYS BEFORE YOU LEFT US I SAW THE LONGING FOR WHAT YOU WANTED WHAT YOU NEEDED I’M SO SORRY BUB YOU DIDNT GET IT WHILE YOU WERE HERE ON EARTH BUT NOW YOU HAVE IT,HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU HE WILL NEVER TURN HIS BACK ON YOU…I LOVE HOW PEOPLE THAT HAVE ONLY KNOWN HIM FOR A SHORT TIME HAVE THE NERVE TO TELL US WE DONT KNOW HIM BUT THATS OKAY BECAUSE NO ONE CAN EVER HURT YOU AGAIN…I LOVE YOU BABY BOY AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER SOON,HELP YOUR BROTHER GET THROUGH THIS HE MISSES YOU SO MUCH HE LOOKED UP TO YOU AND HE WAS SO PROUD YOU ARE HIS BROTHER I JUST HOPE HE WILL OPEN UP TO ,WELL YOU KNOW WHO,AND KEEP YOUR LOVING HAND ON PAYTON SHE TALKS ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME SHE SAID YOU WERE LIKE HER DADDY AND SHE MISSES YOU SO MUCH SHE MISSES HAVING TEA PARTIES PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK WITH YOU SHE’S JUST NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU AND NO ONE WILL EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE YOU WERE THE BEST DAD SHE HAD.I LOVE YOU SENDING HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU IN HEAVEN!!!
