If I could only have 5 minutes with you dad. I have so much to thank you for. You and I were so much alike. Some say to much. I want to thank you for being the best dad you new how to be. I know what you were felling when that day happened. I had the same fellings after you passed. A.J. took it the hardest of all the kids
He had a hard time dealing with the whole thing
I also had a very hard time. So many things left unsaid. I know now that happiness is so important in life. I only wish that I could have made a change in life while you were still here. I know you and A.J.are fishing and having a good time in heaven. Please help him put some goodness back in the hearts of a few I have hurt. People keep the ones I love from me because they are selfish. I hope you three can help the lord move on their hearts and put joy back in their lives. Maybe then they can stop all the nonsense and let us all be happy. I love and miss you old man.
