I will miss your smile, your goofy laugh, and your beautiful eyes. I’ll miss those long rides on the Harley, every time I hear one I think of you. I’ll miss the smell of your body wash and how you wore shirts that were always too tight. I will miss how you looked at Jax with so much love in your eyes, how you held him and called him “buggy.” I will miss how you were with Kylee, you were always so proud of your little girl.
The truth is I have missed all of these things about you for the last 2 years and 9 months. Jax and I will watch for signs from you in everything we do for the rest of our lives. Last night Jax and I talked about how you were high in the sky, watching over him and how much you love him. I have to let go now, for sure this time, there is no going back and my heart hurts so bad.
I love you “B” and I always will. I’m sorry I waited until it was too late to tell you that.
