Hey sis! I’m so sorry it has been a few months since I’ve talked to you. I miss you so much I wish I met you just for a minute and it would have been the best minute of my life. Nothing really excited has happened just school, cheer, fake friends, and that’s about it. I feel like if you were here your smile would brighten up my day don’t get me wrong Zayden and Madyn brighten my day up when I see them and their smile but if you were here it would be triple the amount of happiness. I remember when I got the news that you were gone in our moms stomach mom, your dad, and I all went to the hospital to get you checked and they left to do that and I stayed in this room watching tv and a nurse pulled a bed out for because she said we’d be here for a while then an hour passed and I and the nurse were watching tv and mom and your dad came back crying well mostly mom, he was trying to hide it. I was so confused and I kept asking what was wrong and then they finally told me I felt like the whole world stopped spinning, my heart stopped beating, I stared in shock, it felt like a boulder hit me, then I started crying I couldn’t believe it I didn’t want to but I was only 7 or 8 and mom was so heartbroken it made me cry more but most of all I lost what was gonna be my best friend. When the funeral came mom and I hugged your casket like our lives depended on it. I didn’t want to let go. I remember touching your hands when you came but it wasn’t the same since you couldn’t squeeze my hands back I never got to see you smile I wish I had maybe I will one day I try to picture it but it’s so hard. I love you so much sis okay? I’ll try so hard to talk to you soon! Love you!
